Makoto x Reader Mini-series Pt. 3

Makoto x Reader Mini-series pt 3

I miss you.

‘Makoto I don’t know what to do.’ Your voice breaks the silence as you sit on the couch with your long-time boyfriend, just staring at your glowing computer screen. ‘Should I go to college in America or should I stay here?’

‘You know I want you to stay here, but do whatever you think is best.’ He says reassuringly, causing you to groan and roll your head back.

‘That’s not helpful.’ You say with a sigh. Your eyes return to your screen which is littered in spreadsheets listing the pros and cons of each option and websites to go along with them.

‘Well what are you leaning towards now?’ He asks gazing at you with his bright green eyes.

‘I don’t know. I mean going to America is a fantastic opportunity that I might not get again but I don’t just want to leave you here.’ You say, clicking through all your pages, searching for the right answer.

‘If I’m the only thing holding you here then you should go.’ He says matter-of-factly. ‘I will still be here for you when you get back from college. Plus I’m sure if anybody can make long distance work, it’s us.’

‘But Makoto—‘ You start.

‘No buts. I’m not going to spend my life feeling guilty because I was selfish and held you back from achieving your dreams. You need to go.’ And with that, the decision was made.

*Timeskip*

You had been living in America for a couple months now and wow was it a culture shock. Everything seemed so different and foreign. Though now you had settled into the routine of college life and you  were beginning to adjust, even making friends.

The one thing that had always stayed consistent was your relationship with Makoto. You had been so sad leaving him behind, but he convinced you it was for the best. The two of you still talked every day. You texted almost constantly and you had made an agreement to skype every other night, well it was more like morning for him. Currently you were engrossed in one of these video calls, and even though nothing of much importance was being said, you still just enjoyed the sound of his voice.

‘And then Haru tried to get in the fish tank. Can you believe it?’ He says with a laugh.

‘Sounds just like him’ Your giggles reaching Makoto’s ears.

‘I miss that.’ He says softly

‘Huh what do you miss?’ You ask, ending your fit of giggles caused by Haru’s water obsession.

‘The sound of your laugh. And being able to make you laugh in person.’ He says with a slight sadness.

‘You know what I miss? I miss cuddling.’ You say, pausing to think about what else you miss about Makoto. ‘And I miss seeing your bedhead first thing in the morning.’

This earns a smile from Makoto as he thinks of what else to add to the list.

‘I miss you cheering at my swim meets.’

‘Well I miss you complimenting my cooking.’

‘I miss the way you dance when you think no one is watching.’

‘I miss your hugs. Dang you give the best hugs.’

‘Hmm. I miss Disney movie marathons.’

‘I miss the way you talk to that cute white cat outside Haru’s house.’

This continued on for a while and by the end you were both smiling and giggling at memories that came along with all the things you missed about each other. Although these things brought up happy memories, they also brought along the feelings of sadness you had been trying to forget since you left. You were really missing out on so much time with Makoto and even though America was great you would give anything for him to be with you. These thoughts caused you to frown and grow silent.

‘What’s up (name)? What are you thinking about?’ He asks, pulling you out of your thoughts.

‘You know what I miss most?’ You ask in a more serious tone.

‘No what?’

‘I miss you Makoto. I miss you so much.’ You say, almost starting to cry at your emotions spilling over.

‘I miss you too.’ He says, wishing he could be there to comfort you.

*Extended Ending.*

The doorbell of your apartment rang loudly and you groaned in annoyance as you pulled yourself off the couch. You weren’t expecting any packages, so who could be bothering you? You peek out the eye hole to see a person holding a bunch of roses. That's odd. You open the door with curiosity, your eyes going wide with shock. He was here.

Makoto was standing outside your door, a smile on his face and roses in his hand. Tears of joy leave your eyes as you run into his arms for a hug. His arms wrap around you tightly and you never want him to let go. This was definitely a feeling you missed.

‘Why are you here?’ You were the first to speak.

‘I missed you.’ Was his only explanation.